Vintage

last!
mom's birthday! dinnered out. fun time we had. love my wonder- woman! (muackks)
some of the dishes we had. i was too busy eating that i forgot to snap those fantastic dishes.
vegetables. nice!

yam ring. fragrant!

crayfish. tasty!

noodles. classic!

wonder- woman and i.

thanks for all the love you have shown. you definitely are my wonder- woman! you take care of my every need. i can't love you more. MUACK mom!

FYI: relocation of blog to http://cheekysexymatt.blogspot.com/ WEF 01 June 2008.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

vexed . take me home
haven't been myself lately. everything's just draining me and i hate it! this shall be the only post i'll be straight forward with. many things are kept within myself for QUITE some time now.

you: you know that i can't let go. you know that those tears were wept for you. you will always be my favourite hello and hardest goodbye.
jk: there seem to be some tension in between us. i don't know why but i guess stress from all the projects are tiring us out. communication breakdown? i don't know. i just feel that we're getting more impatient with each other. i do appreciate you my bestie, just that i can't stand it when you get fed up - it makes me vexed too. (i don't wish to see you upset anymore)
those i see on fridays and sundays: it didn't seem to matter if i'm there or not, it's you guys who matter still. (oh, and the attendance) no one knows my thoughts, no one really bothers. come on, face it! it's been a LONG time and you'd have realised it by now or even earlier. but what's keeping you mum? i wish, i didn't have to see you guys somemore. it's breaking me up!

i'm really vexed over many things. please leave me alone! (at least till my term break) i hate projects! i was praying under my blanket the other day, "God, take me home!".

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

almost a week yet i still think of you every day.
school's been rather hectic for me. many assignments on hand, on top of that are all the procedures for my overseas internship. resume, application forms, parental acknowledgement and interviews. select me and i'll go!
feeling disturbed, messed up and busy, i don't seem to be heading anywhere. will you come back and be my guide? (i promise)
it's daddy's birthday today! may all wishes come true, dad.
i have a sudden urge to shave my hair! i might just do it.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

my hardest goodbye.

[.. tears formed behind my eyes
but i do not cry
counting the days that passed me by

.. seems like i'm starting all over again..
and i said

goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to

i used to get lost in your eyes
and it seems that i can't live a day without you
closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away..]

i just need to rest the heart.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

updates!
so this blog has been abandoned for quite some time.
mother's day cake for grandmother on saturday.

quiche, bought from ang mo kio on monday. not very fantastic.

with dinah, on tuesday.

my lovely part- time.

classic esther. she seem to be posing for a wedding shot.

new bought asics running shoes.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

more!
went shopping today again! bought an onitsuka tiger tee and bag and one pair of berms. i had better think of ways to make more money!
let the tired body rest tonight. hydrate the face.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

down.

walked love to the bus stop in the morning. went online for a while before heading to bed again. we were supposed to meet at 4p.m but the lazy bones only woke up at 3.45p.m. (i'm sorry, love.) both decided to dress down for the hot weather. shopping spree and movie was good. it has been a long time since i last relaxed like this. dinner was ultra filling. we went spageddies! nim's island is one of a fantasy story. a rather draggy film. 2 stars i would give it, for the scenes which made me laugh.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

ultimate.
it seemed like a pretty long time since i last posted an entry. no motivation to do so. first week of school don't look a single bit rosy. now that all the projects are finding their way into my hands, i'm feeling the stress! and i'm so confused about whose group i'm in for whichever module. went mind cafe this evening. food is not bad. many games and screams can be found.
starters: clam chowder and potato salad.

main: carbonara, salmon, marinara, fish and shrooms pasta.

dessert: brownie with vanilla ice- cream. the ultimate! i love this.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

eat!

we had two hours of break and thus decided to head ang mo kio hub for brunch.
beef noodles. nice!

esther, JK and i.

not forgetting the beauty queen, grace!

had another two hours of break before the additional make- up class start. feeling hungry, i went for pasta! filling it was. then dinner was next! had steamed chicken, "cha siew", "tofu" and rice. it was simply delicious. went to watch "street kings" at the cathay with johnny. 2 1/2 stars i would give it.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

black . first . roses
braved through the heat of the sun. was late to meet JK (my apologies). queued for the most important stuff- notes, at one of the most in- demand shops- printing shop. stood and waited for plastic seats to fill my empty tummy at one of the most mouth- watering places not- "kofu".
i anticipated the first day of school without all these rush and the unbeatable warm weather. well, school was great for the fact that i can see all my friends again and it ended one hour earlier! but not so when i forgot to take pictures with my clique. we agreed to wear black today! (that explains the heat we experience).
the flowers bloomed!

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

sick.
fell sick since thursday night. caught a terrible cold.
woke up at 2:30p.m on friday. cancelled tuition and headed to love's place. (i'm glad i did) not knowing where to alight, i missed one stop. will always remember the finger- hooking promise.
saturday saw the worst of me. went to church via train, i stood throughout the ride. wore longs and jacket yet i still feel cold and faint. the church's air- conditioners are at full blust! i was shivering despite the fact that i had two jackets wrapped around me like a dumpling. then met up with jocelyn as i wanted to attend this close- door special sale. afterwhich, we bought dinner home. she stayed over to "look after" me but i played host.
woke up at love's sms. then jocelyn shook me shortly after. we had a filling brunch. honey cereal in milk, noodles, campbell's soup and aloe- vera sweet- bitter dessert.

Lee Matthew was here at 6:00:00 PM .

certified.
lazy, yes i am. how i used to long staying at home all day. yet now, it's boring me out! i don't want to work (long hours) and get paid peanuts. i need fast money like event jobs. (that pay almost immediately) the need to sustain my monthly bills makes me want to find one more tuition assignment. (somewhere near my place)
school is starting on monday.
bags, books, clothes, friends, lecture notes, money, shoes, stationeries, i need them all!

Lee Matthew was here at 3:00:00 PM .

rest.
had a good two- hour chat with bestie over the phone in the early morning. headed gym at around 3:30p.m then home to change before meeting bestie for dinner. terrible working hours today- 1 to 10p.m. met up with august, fairul and frankie after dinner. went window shopping and chilled at spinelli. (did i spell it correctly?)
aug and fai.

frank, aug and i.

then met darren, garry and joanne. head home together.
before i left, bestie called to say he wanted to pass me something bought from japan during his trip earlier this month. air- flown chocolates and cakes! thanks bestie! it was really sweet of him.

rest early.

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out . ouch!
went topone to celebrate grace's birthday! we bought her agnes b multi- purpose chain, everlast shoes and cupcakes from crystal jade!
cam- whoring!

with liling.

i got so bored and tired after some time.

on the phone. candid!

clique without esther.

suffered a long and deep cut on my left ankle. it didn't hurt, just bleeding profusely.
the body didn't have enough sleep. just let me rest for at least the next 12 hours.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

arhg!
putting all unhappiness aside. i went to the gym and work it all out! gave my best during combat class. afterwhich, dinner with jocelyn at manhatten's. deliciously filling! the photos were badly taken so i shall skip it.

smiling!

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

tired!
was awaken by the rattling noise of the rain this morning. planned to attend combat class at 10:30a.m and since it was raining, i decided to skip it. but when i couldn't get back to sleep, the rain stopped! headed to the gym anyhow.
job "interview" with nigel and huifang. (at my previous workplace.) met up with nigel for lunch first but as usual, he was late!
had mac'donalds nuggets and drink after the "interview" then headed for impromtu movie. (again!) and cam- whored! we were bitching throughout the whole meet- up. "pork- chops" were extremely hilarious. the three of us have something in common- observation skill. i still can't stop laughing at huifang's "what's with the shoes?".
huifang, nigel and i.

i like this random shot.

as if we were attending the "coke" event.

louis khoo is super good- looking. rene liu is so elegant and "their" daughter is simply adorable!

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sand . sun

went for the long- awaited sun- tanning session with JK. heaven's always on my side- no rain during sun- tanning sessions!

random shot.

i got so bored after 45 minutes. thus, started to cam- whore!

JK's idea. poses one to five!

pose one.

pose two.

pose three.

pose four.

pose five.

late lunch at white dog cafe.

chicken soup. delicious!

beef steak. juicy!

grilled salmon. tasty!

blueberry cheesecake. yummy!

my camera ran low on battery. unable to take more photos. anyway, we waited for lovely liling to arrive then went to do some shopping. it came to nought eventually, we just couldn't find the "right" stuff!
stayed in vivocity the whole day. started waiting for yang since 5p.m. (thanks LL and YY!) had dinner at mache. nice! (thanks yang for the treat!)

then met ivan for movie at 9p.m. the film was not too bad. 3 stars i would give it.

rest the body!

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

sweet!

am finally into my "holidays". turned away all appointments for the day and went out with my love! watched "definitely maybe"! a nice film i would say.

bought caramel pop- corn. the packaging is so cute, i didn't dare hold it.

headed to cafe pralet (near my place) after dinner. nice ambience, nice dessert, nice people.

this was candid!

hot chocolate, fragrant yet not thick. slurp!

warm brownie with rum and rasins ice- cream. sweet!

pralet chocolate cake. delicious!

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .