YSaturday, May 31, 2008
FYI: relocation of blog to http://cheekysexymatt.blogspot.com/ WEF 01 June 2008.
last!
mom's birthday! dinnered out. fun time we had. love my wonder- woman! (muackks)
some of the dishes we had. i was too busy eating that i forgot to snap those fantastic dishes.
vegetables. nice!
yam ring. fragrant!
crayfish. tasty!
noodles. classic!
wonder- woman and i. 
thanks for all the love you have shown. you definitely are my wonder- woman! you take care of my every need. i can't love you more. MUACK mom!
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YThursday, May 29, 2008
vexed . take me home
haven't been myself lately. everything's just draining me and i hate it! this shall be the only post i'll be straight forward with. many things are kept within myself for QUITE some time now.
you: you know that i can't let go. you know that those tears were wept for you. you will always be my favourite hello and hardest goodbye.
jk: there seem to be some tension in between us. i don't know why but i guess stress from all the projects are tiring us out. communication breakdown? i don't know. i just feel that we're getting more impatient with each other. i do appreciate you my bestie, just that i can't stand it when you get fed up - it makes me vexed too. (i don't wish to see you upset anymore)
those i see on fridays and sundays: it didn't seem to matter if i'm there or not, it's you guys who matter still. (oh, and the attendance) no one knows my thoughts, no one really bothers. come on, face it! it's been a LONG time and you'd have realised it by now or even earlier. but what's keeping you mum? i wish, i didn't have to see you guys somemore. it's breaking me up!
i'm really vexed over many things. please leave me alone! (at least till my term break) i hate projects! i was praying under my blanket the other day, "God, take me home!".
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YSunday, May 25, 2008
almost a week yet i still think of you every day.
school's been rather hectic for me. many assignments on hand, on top of that are all the procedures for my overseas internship. resume, application forms, parental acknowledgement and interviews. select me and i'll go!
feeling disturbed, messed up and busy, i don't seem to be heading anywhere. will you come back and be my guide? (i promise)
it's daddy's birthday today! may all wishes come true, dad.
i have a sudden urge to shave my hair! i might just do it.
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YTuesday, May 20, 2008
my hardest goodbye.
[.. tears formed behind my eyes
but i do not cry
counting the days that passed me by
.. seems like i'm starting all over again..
and i said
goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to
i used to get lost in your eyes
and it seems that i can't live a day without you
closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away..]
i just need to rest the heart.
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YTuesday, May 13, 2008
updates!
so this blog has been abandoned for quite some time.
mother's day cake for grandmother on saturday.
quiche, bought from ang mo kio on monday. not very fantastic.
with dinah, on tuesday.
my lovely part- time.
classic esther. she seem to be posing for a wedding shot.
new bought asics running shoes.
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YSunday, May 04, 2008
more!
went shopping today again! bought an onitsuka tiger tee and bag and one pair of berms. i had better think of ways to make more money!
let the tired body rest tonight. hydrate the face.
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YSaturday, May 03, 2008
down. walked love to the bus stop in the morning. went online for a while before heading to bed again. we were supposed to meet at 4p.m but the lazy bones only woke up at 3.45p.m. (i'm sorry, love.) both decided to dress down for the hot weather. shopping spree and movie was good. it has been a long time since i last relaxed like this. dinner was ultra filling. we went spageddies! nim's island is one of a fantasy story. a rather draggy film. 2 stars i would give it, for the scenes which made me laugh.
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YFriday, May 02, 2008
ultimate.
it seemed like a pretty long time since i last posted an entry. no motivation to do so. first week of school don't look a single bit rosy. now that all the projects are finding their way into my hands, i'm feeling the stress! and i'm so confused about whose group i'm in for whichever module. went mind cafe this evening. food is not bad. many games and screams can be found.
starters: clam chowder and potato salad.
main: carbonara, salmon, marinara, fish and shrooms pasta.
dessert: brownie with vanilla ice- cream. the ultimate! i love this.
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YTuesday, April 29, 2008
eat! we had two hours of break and thus decided to head ang mo kio hub for brunch.
beef noodles. nice! 
esther, JK and i.
not forgetting the beauty queen, grace!
had another two hours of break before the additional make- up class start. feeling hungry, i went for pasta! filling it was. then dinner was next! had steamed chicken, "cha siew", "tofu" and rice. it was simply delicious. went to watch "street kings" at the cathay with johnny. 2 1/2 stars i would give it. 
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YMonday, April 28, 2008
black . first . roses
braved through the heat of the sun. was late to meet JK (my apologies). queued for the most important stuff- notes, at one of the most in- demand shops- printing shop. stood and waited for plastic seats to fill my empty tummy at one of the most mouth- watering places not- "kofu".
i anticipated the first day of school without all these rush and the unbeatable warm weather. well, school was great for the fact that i can see all my friends again and it ended one hour earlier! but not so when i forgot to take pictures with my clique. we agreed to wear black today! (that explains the heat we experience).
the flowers bloomed!
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YSunday, April 27, 2008
sick.
fell sick since thursday night. caught a terrible cold.
woke up at 2:30p.m on friday. cancelled tuition and headed to love's place. (i'm glad i did) not knowing where to alight, i missed one stop. will always remember the finger- hooking promise.
saturday saw the worst of me. went to church via train, i stood throughout the ride. wore longs and jacket yet i still feel cold and faint. the church's air- conditioners are at full blust! i was shivering despite the fact that i had two jackets wrapped around me like a dumpling. then met up with jocelyn as i wanted to attend this close- door special sale. afterwhich, we bought dinner home. she stayed over to "look after" me but i played host.
woke up at love's sms. then jocelyn shook me shortly after. we had a filling brunch. honey cereal in milk, noodles, campbell's soup and aloe- vera sweet- bitter dessert.
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YThursday, April 24, 2008
certified.
lazy, yes i am. how i used to long staying at home all day. yet now, it's boring me out! i don't want to work (long hours) and get paid peanuts. i need fast money like event jobs. (that pay almost immediately) the need to sustain my monthly bills makes me want to find one more tuition assignment. (somewhere near my place)
school is starting on monday.
bags, books, clothes, friends, lecture notes, money, shoes, stationeries, i need them all!
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YWednesday, April 23, 2008
rest.
had a good two- hour chat with bestie over the phone in the early morning. headed gym at around 3:30p.m then home to change before meeting bestie for dinner. terrible working hours today- 1 to 10p.m. met up with august, fairul and frankie after dinner. went window shopping and chilled at spinelli. (did i spell it correctly?)
aug and fai.
frank, aug and i.
then met darren, garry and joanne. head home together.
before i left, bestie called to say he wanted to pass me something bought from japan during his trip earlier this month. air- flown chocolates and cakes! thanks bestie! it was really sweet of him. 
rest early.
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YMonday, April 21, 2008
out . ouch!
went topone to celebrate grace's birthday! we bought her agnes b multi- purpose chain, everlast shoes and cupcakes from crystal jade!
cam- whoring!
with liling.
i got so bored and tired after some time.
on the phone. candid!
clique without esther.
suffered a long and deep cut on my left ankle. it didn't hurt, just bleeding profusely.
the body didn't have enough sleep. just let me rest for at least the next 12 hours.
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YSaturday, April 19, 2008
arhg!
putting all unhappiness aside. i went to the gym and work it all out! gave my best during combat class. afterwhich, dinner with jocelyn at manhatten's. deliciously filling! the photos were badly taken so i shall skip it.
smiling!
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YThursday, April 17, 2008
tired!
was awaken by the rattling noise of the rain this morning. planned to attend combat class at 10:30a.m and since it was raining, i decided to skip it. but when i couldn't get back to sleep, the rain stopped! headed to the gym anyhow.
job "interview" with nigel and huifang. (at my previous workplace.) met up with nigel for lunch first but as usual, he was late!
had mac'donalds nuggets and drink after the "interview" then headed for impromtu movie. (again!) and cam- whored! we were bitching throughout the whole meet- up. "pork- chops" were extremely hilarious. the three of us have something in common- observation skill. i still can't stop laughing at huifang's "what's with the shoes?".
huifang, nigel and i.
i like this random shot.
as if we were attending the "coke" event.
louis khoo is super good- looking. rene liu is so elegant and "their" daughter is simply adorable!
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YWednesday, April 16, 2008
sand . sun went for the long- awaited sun- tanning session with JK. heaven's always on my side- no rain during sun- tanning sessions!random shot.
i got so bored after 45 minutes. thus, started to cam- whore!
JK's idea. poses one to five!pose one.
pose two.
pose three.
pose four.
pose five.
late lunch at white dog cafe. chicken soup. delicious!
beef steak. juicy!
grilled salmon. tasty!
blueberry cheesecake. yummy!
my camera ran low on battery. unable to take more photos. anyway, we waited for lovely liling to arrive then went to do some shopping. it came to nought eventually, we just couldn't find the "right" stuff!
stayed in vivocity the whole day. started waiting for yang since 5p.m. (thanks LL and YY!) had dinner at mache. nice! (thanks yang for the treat!)then met ivan for movie at 9p.m. the film was not too bad. 3 stars i would give it. 
rest the body!
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YTuesday, April 15, 2008
sweet! am finally into my "holidays". turned away all appointments for the day and went out with my love! watched "definitely maybe"! a nice film i would say.
bought caramel pop- corn. the packaging is so cute, i didn't dare hold it. 
headed to cafe pralet (near my place) after dinner. nice ambience, nice dessert, nice people. this was candid!
hot chocolate, fragrant yet not thick. slurp!
warm brownie with rum and rasins ice- cream. sweet!
pralet chocolate cake. delicious!
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YSunday, April 13, 2008
bad.
had brunch in bugis. passed by this "guan- yin- miao" (my first time). so many people were in there!
headed to haji lane for photo- whoring. (apologise, i led the wrong way!)
jeanie on the swing!
this bench caught my eye. (i sat on it!)
i totally have no idea what "PWNS" means.
love this place.
went paragon for dinner after gym.
steamed chicken. tender!
chilli "kang kong". crunchy yet a little spicy!
stir- fry venison. delicious!
prawns, sauce aside. simply fantastic!
steamed fish. fresh!
shopping was fine. many shops were already closed at 9.15p.m. feeling full but not quite satisfied, i wanted to grab a cup from natural but forgot about it the moment i step out of the washroom. couldn't get ice- cream from Mac'Donalds so bought a big tub of Ben & Jerry's from the convenient store. (for indulgence at home!)
a confession to make here. i deleted (over-write) some photos (especially the one i took for eric and melissa) accidentally. i feel so bad now. i promise to take more and better photos for you both next time, alright?
nice day out!
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YThursday, April 10, 2008
finally!
first, happy birthday to zeb!
it's the second last day of attachment. i am so looking forward to year three! i would prefer semester schedule to normal working hours.
presentation was at 3p.m but i stained my white g- star with chilli at 2.15p.m! grabbed a shirt at 59 bucks after the meal. got it ironed and changed into it!
team 1. liling presenting and their group skit.
team 2. zeb and i presenting.
team 4A. group skit.
team 4B. yingxin and andy presenting. (in my opinion, this team learnt the most in the past nine weeks) great job to ms. georgina ong!
cam- whore with ms. jean teo, kartika, JK and huanling.
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YWednesday, April 09, 2008
disturbed!
have been in a rather disturbed mood these two days. was still fine in the morning until after the usual nag by mr. wong. then isolated myself in the other research room to complete a power- point for tomorrow's sharing session. skipped lunch. only had bbq chicken sandwich and milo bought by JK. stayed in that room from 9a.m to 4.30p.m! (not to mention the toilet breaks.) well, the power- point is done!
headed to lucky plaza for dinner at this cafe- restaurant, "ayam- penyet" with some of my team- mates. (i didn't want to go but it was already planned, like last week? and reservation was made.)
i was rather disappointed with the service but worst with the food.
starter: gado- gado. (well, i never eaten gado- gado before, so ain't sure how it is supposed to taste like.) this tasted heaty to me. (with all the peanut sauce or was it satay sauce?)
main: fried chicken penyet (with rice). chicken tasted sub- normal and dry (gave half away). egg crumbs are not too bad. "tao- hu" and "kang kong" were plain simple. the slice of "don't know what" tasted funny (i gave it away too). white rice is hard! and to make everything worse, chilli is super ultra damn spicy! one dip and it will cost you at least one glass of water (i am not kidding!) this is deadly! what is so nice that keep people queueing for this? (apologies to minghao as he seriously love the chicken. was he also the one who suggested this?)
plucked in to my ear phones most of the time today, trying to keep my ears from the voices around me. (be quiet!)
hydrate the face and go to bed.
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YTuesday, April 08, 2008
ouch!
this pair of tiger gave me painful blisters. 
the exhausted body needs a good massage.
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YSunday, April 06, 2008
day ten.
had eye infection again. this time, the lump is at my lower right lid. skin rash on my feet, ain't know the cause of it and it's keeping me awake these two days. worst of all, doctor's not available today.
obliged and went for pilates and combat with jocelyn. then did some shopping before stopping at The Coffee Connoisseur for late dinner.
salad. healthy!
baked cheese. juicy!
fillet sandwich. delicious!
tamarid chicken. tasty!
the night ended quite well. i'm looking forward.
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YSaturday, April 05, 2008
day nine.
had a wonderful brunch at the long- forgotten market near my place. saw christopher lee there too. and as i was leaving for the gym, i saw him again. this time, outside my place. took a photo with him.
took a cab to benjamin's penthouse for the seasonal class gathering. quite a nice place but rather inaccessible for me. love the dining area.
this cute little classic bear with a bouquet of sun flowers was placed in the middle of the dining table.
studio shot, gwen calls it.
the random individual shots.
left: anna and i.
right: lorraine and i.
these two are candid. thanks dee for the wonderful shots!
cam- whore at work.
jocelyn and i.
bestie was showing me photos from his japan trip. fabulous!
classic!
enjoyed catching up with some of you guys this night. it has been a long while since we all gather in such a manner. we shall meet up again, soon.
eye infection and skin rash are causing the dark rings and the discomfort!
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YFriday, April 04, 2008
day eight.
sweet memories are meant to be kept and sometimes reviewed.
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YThursday, April 03, 2008
day seven.cabbed to school- work. took half day leave. driving lesson was alright today. didn't learn parking but got to improve on my turnings. afterwhich, headed to the gym for a light workout. overall, a relaxed day spent. not to mention the rush for report. took approximately three hours before taking a nap. huang peng and i. he is leaving for taiwan tomorrow. bon voyage!
cam- whored before dinner.
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YWednesday, April 02, 2008
day six.
sweet memories are meant to be kept and sometimes reviewed. there really is no time for me to do the report this night.
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YTuesday, April 01, 2008
day five.
sun- tanning during lunch time was great, except that showering in the all silent and lonely shower room felt errie and ghostly.
the two part timers. heart them! (yes, they save- kept my camera and took many self- shots during my shower.)
specially made.
team 2 had sakae sushi for dinner today. many photos taken but i'll just make do with these. 
not to forget, the subject of the day!
and not to forget, this someone kept looking at us in sakae restaurant at oub centre. seems like she was with her boyfriend. we were really pissed off as this disturbance spoilt our mood. but it didn't stop the cam- whores within us. did i mention the "jiao bin" she gave? (well, you can see for yourself.)
this april fool's day fell early for me. got tricked by fai in the midst of my sleep!
a tiring day spent but fun- filled!
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YMonday, March 31, 2008
day four.
i am not what you think i am. look deeper!
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YSunday, March 30, 2008
day three.
congratulations to benjamin and mark, they are getting water baptised today!
mark and i.
attended combat and yoga class this evening. nice try! yoga is actually not as easy as what many perceive. i'm going for the class again next week!
dinner at sumi grill charcoal restaurant with jocelyn. 
i'm still waiting.
the must- have. chawanmushi!
chilled at The Coffee Connoisseur.
joce tart.
tiramisu.
mocha latte.
raspberry yoghurt.
dazzling.
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