YMonday, September 25, 2006
a dream bigger than myself..
someone imparted something to me today.. i was really anticipating and knew things would not be quite the same even before i met her.. she is someone whom i have always looked up to.. the one who taught me about everyone else.. the one who always challenges me to bring out the potential in me, to be the best i can be.. the one who has faith in me.. i was moved..
went for training after the meet- up.. did not performed well.. i was not my usual self.. as i was running the laps on the track, her question struck me.. my mind focused totally on that all of a sudden.. i reprimanded myself while this pair of gorgeous legs showcased its beauty on the track.. i must stop feeling sorry for myself all the time.. i have to get out of this futile and warped mindset of mine.. i need to move on.. i need to have a dream bigger and deeper than myself!
that dream of mine for this year.. somehow got hit by storms and waves as i was so enthusiastically involved and trying to persue it.. along with it came some other dreams.. i was shattered when i could not reach those little "side- way" dreams.. i felt devastated and perhaps that caused me to miss out on that dream of this year- something i have always had passion for.. now, i need to step out again.. to start pursuing that dream before the year pass me by..
it is not easy and will never be.. i have to cling onto the promises of God to keep me going.. words have the power to cause someone to tap into the supernatural and do something extraordinary.. i am finding back my first love..
-superstar matt-
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