YSunday, September 03, 2006
long- awaited..
had a great service today.. pastor preached about the past emotional baggages we all bring into our relationships.. as we are growing up, our brain and mind had already decided the type of person we will and want to be, especially between the ages of six and eight.. the mindset of a child is being moulded to liken their parents' in these years.. thus, mutiple wrong actions and beliefs may be attached and inculcated into the child and thus producing results we dread to see when they grow up.. many of these had somehow subconsciously made inner vows to reject something or someone or even to accept something or someone whom the society may not agree with.. it was really a deep sermon..
met up with some of my friends to take part in the project superstar singing competition at Toa Payoh.. crowds were thronging through and fro before me.. queues were disorganised.. the sun was furious, it burned like the lake of fire.. people were puffing their lungs out, as if there is no tomorrow.. some had verbal diarrhea, which messed up my felings and thoughts and left me pondering over nothing.. the superstar's stomach was not filled with anything at all.. yet i had to put up with the extensive, stretched and disorganised queue.. my feet suffered the ultimate degree of aches and pains from the comfort of shoes and fiery cemented grounds.. a good six- hour patience cum stamina training programme ended at eight in the evening.. it left me without a chance to showcase my talents.. i was re- scheduled for audition on 050906.. thank God i had the company of friends throughout the tedious, mind- breaking and breath- challenging "programme".. i needed food!
we went crystal jade at Takashimaya.. ordered set dinner meal.. had a great time of fellowship and witticism at the restaurant.. it felt as if it was ours.. laughter and joy filled the atmosphere.. waitresses and staff enjoyed serving the fun- filled crowd..
i am exhausted!
-superstar matt-
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