YThursday, October 26, 2006
demoralised..
i was at a total lost.. i felt crestfallen and demoralised.. i thought we were on par.. but it proved not to be that way anymore.. i was turned away, but why?.. i tried to look and be the best i can wherever i go, to whom i may appear to meet.. but i guess it all came to naught.. i felt demoralised..
we used to stand on the same step on the escalator.. now it seem that you are standing two steps ahead of me, leaving me behind, abandoning me.. you seem to be so much more sophisticated than when we first met, or are you always this way?.. perhaps i really do not know you that well afterall.. i hate to think this way, but you simply outshone me.. made me an outcast and left me aside to breathe on my own.. i know i am not good enough.. i have no need to put on any pretence.. i admit defeat, you won..
was in a happy mood today, school seemed fun! (only today- as of now).. found out that my accouts tutorial was actually e- learning, meaning i need not attend accounts tutorial class.. so, met up with a friend for movie.. watched D.O.A.. though a short 85 minutes, it was a great film i must say.. fun day out..
-superstar matt-
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