YThursday, October 05, 2006
bought a hoilster polo- tee, an abercrombie and fitch cap and a nalgene water bottle.. perhaps, i am just trying to ease the pain.. -superstar matt-
ease the pain..
had two nightmares when i was sleeping yesterday night.. both were grisly and gruesomely horrifying.. i would not want to think about it for another second.. i woke up tearing..
went gym today.. after five days of legal leave from the fat- burning, calorie- reducing and muscle- gaining zone.. finally, i get to workout! i was alone.. and sadness caught hold of me at the treadmill.. i continued running.. thought about some other matters.. trying to suppress that emotion.. wiped clean my teary eyes and found someone looking at me just as i turned to my right.. i continued running..
met up with an ex- classmate for dinner.. we went cafe cartel.. i wanted good food! it has been quite some time since i last went cafe cartel.. love the toast and butter there.. had a good catch up with him.. nice chat though.. we went shopping after dinner..
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