YWednesday, October 25, 2006
observe..
people come in and out of my life.. i have no idea or impression about them.. (not to mention those who are deemed as permanent.. oh, you get what i mean, don't you?) why do i always feel that there is not enough communication?.. am i becoming paranoia?.. i doubt so..
every shadow that passes through my life is, but a tremendous blessing..
there is no curriculum for me today, thus did not went school.. headed gym instead.. i was so disturbed by the many thoughts that were running through my mind.. could not really concentrate on working out.. for about five minutes, i sat there in a daze.. reflecting upon those incidents which should never have taken place.. emotions were stirred.. had a cup of cold drink before anything drastic can happen..
went starbucks to study.. done my tutorials for tomorrow (applause).. it was a great sense of achievement, simply make sure i do this often enough to absorb all information..
met up wth a group of "friends", introduced by a friend of mine.. we went coffeebean, sat and chatted.. it was cold in the night, all of us were freezing in the open.. had a nice hang out with them though i did not talk a lot.. i just enjoy observing them, their mannerism, their use of languages, their dressing.. simply their way of life.. it is interesting to see how people react to certain issues.. i am always amazed by those responses, they are fascinating!
had a long day.. my body is complaining of lack of sleep, bones are aching.. and i have morning lesson tomorrow.. love the day..
-superstar matt-
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