YMonday, November 13, 2006
sank..
the heavy downpour described my feeling today.. woke up rather late today, missed the makeup lesson at 11a.m.. stepped into school at 12p.m sharp.. got the e- learning lecture mixed up.. so lesson only starts at 2p.m!.. i felt like a loser!.. everything got confused.. time wasted!.. i am so panicky about my statistics test tomorrow!.. it is my weakest module!.. and the tutor is so strict!.. it deters me from approaching him if ever i encounter any problems..
started studying statistics in front of all the hungry "ghosts" at the fast food canteen.. didn't feel good at all.. mood was stirred.. feelings were not calmed.. had the fish meal from Mac'donalds for brunch.. was filled but not satisfied..
went for lab session from 2p.m onwards.. read some friends' blogs.. my heart sank!.. guess i am getting used to this.. disappointment upon disappointment.. the moment i re- found trust in people.. another disappointment crush that trust..
in the midst of the lab session, my class "form teacher" called.. she wanted me to collect a form from the class before the end of the day.. but the problem is that none of us brought it.. so i had to take some time off this session- which is very disturbing!.. to zap the forms for the class to fill in..
work officially started today!.. made some friends.. learnt some stuff.. legs were tired.. the place i am working in serves fine- dining.. it is somewhat a pub- restaurant.. classy, style and serene.. a nice place to work in.. nice music, nice people (i hope..), nice surroundings..
there were so many caucasians.. almost 80% of the customers are caucasians.. and the rest of them are caucasians- chinese.. (alright, i am exaggerating..)
had a great time working tonight.. my first task on this job is to light a candle.. of course i did some other tasks subsequently.. took my first order in my life.. (Mc' callen on the rock).. it is a hard liquor that fills only 1/4 of a glass cup full of ice cubes.. enjoyed my day!..
my heart sank.. only you can lift it up!..
-superstar matt-
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