YTuesday, November 07, 2006
scrubbed..
had so much to blog about today.. just didn't know how and where to start.. i woke up at 6a.m to do all my tutorials, the semi- conscious superstar took out the accounts textbook for reference to some statistics questions.. and i did not even realise it until i thought about how i did not manage to find the topics when i was on my way to school.. went back to sleep at about 7.30am.. dreamt that i got scolded by my accounts tutor.. he was teaching statistics in my dream on a one- to- one basis.. i simply could not understand statistics.. woke up in shock.. went into a daze for a while before gathering myself again and getting ready for afternoon tutorial.. true enough, i got scolded at the beginning of school today.. it was statistics tutorial!.. i was furious!.. i did my homework alrite?.. you are unreasonable!..
went to install a new program into my laptop.. we need that for accounts tutorial.. you see how much work students need to do nowadays.. homework have to be done via programs, computers, etc.. all the complicated stuff..
had dinner at food junction before heading for my night lecture.. and yes, elvinder and the rest went ahead without me.. reason being, they want good seats.. friends indeed!.. to think i waited for her to finish her work before going to the train station together yesterday.. and mind you, we are taking different directions!.. my clique shoo me away when i finally met them in the lecture room.. i had to go to another corner to sit with maureen and her clique.. i mean, i enjoy sitting with her, but not too often.. i just feel like being with my clique today.. but was disappointed..
paid full attention in lecture today.. was troubled..
could not rest on the train although i got a seat.. was simply disturbed and troubled.. (not to mention the hungry stomach)..
heaved the moment i got home.. i thought to myself.. "my home, my shelter, my nest!".. "life's gonna start here!".. did my laundry.. it has been there in the basket for about two weeks now!.. it is time to get that ass moving!..
whenever i am feeling down, i will wash and clean up my home washroom.. i scrubbed and rinsed.. and of course, that includes the toilet bowl!.. every corner and edge.. every item and inch.. it is now sparkling clean!..
was extremely hungry after the tedious exercise for about one and a half hours.. got my brother to cook some noodles for me.. finally, i sense the love he poured out.. well, it is not easy for us all to dine as a family due to different work committments and schedules.. to have a bowl of noodles cooked by either one of my family members is but a great joy and contentment.. i finished the piping hot bowl of noodles, completely..
looking forward to a great day tomorrow..
-superstar matt-
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