YMonday, December 25, 2006
christmas..
held a chalet over the weekend, from saturday to monday.. i am so tired now!.. all i need is sleep!..
went to bed at 5.30a.m on saturday!.. then woke up at 11a.m.. that was only 5.5 hours!.. was busy preparing for chalet the moment i woke up.. then checked in at 3.30p.m.. rushed for a drama production which starts at 4.30p.m.. many things cropped up at the last minute.. my friends were supposed to start the fire for bbq, which actually didn't work out.. so that left me with no choice but to buy takeaway for the whole group of them.. spent 20bucks on fried rice!.. and we found that it wasn't enough, so i got the restaurant to help us cook the food we brought.. and well, we paid!.. (again!).. saturday night kept me awake because all the beds were fully taken up.. organised the lot of them to bed.. made sure they are sound asleep before i shower and clean myself off that busy day!.. went to the beach for a stroll after showering.. alone in the night breeze, is but an enjoyment.. three of them couldn't sleep, so we played at the beach.. taught them yoga!.. it was fun!.. and of course, multiple attempts to throw one another down the water..
some of them got out of the chalet for their daily activities early on sunday!.. thus, i can sleep in!.. laid on the bed.. got up for the washroom.. then my bed was taken up!.. of course i was furious!.. i mean, why snatch my place?.. you have slept enough, right?.. i was extremely busy and worked hard the whole day and wasn't even allowed to sleep?.. (DUH!?!?!?) and for people who know me well enough, i hate squeezing!.. yes, totally!.. so, i left the room to calm myself.. got to bed only at 9a.m!.. imagine the fatigue this body got to go through.. thank God everyone left the chalet by 9 plus, leaving me and another friend.. we slept till about 2.30p.m before he went home.. well, that was 5 hours of sleep!.. took a shower and in the midst of it, some of them came back!.. i was alone in the chalet and i had to open the door!.. i ran back to the washroom the moment i unlock the door.. started fire and prepared for the night's bbq after my brunch.. the allegic face was over the fire for as long as no one wishes to help barbeque the food!.. the whole place indeed was in a mess, just like my thoughts and mood then!.. just take all the food away!.. someone kept eating!.. kept taking food, again and again.. it's him!.. "can i take this?".. "can i take that?".. i mean, can i say "no"?.. until i reach a point whereby i told him to bring away all the food!.. even though i only had brunch the whole day!.. i lost my appetite!.. yes, disgusted!.. i am not complaining here!.. i need space in my mind, so i'm leaving these here.. i do not wish for rewards or whatever you call it, but a simple "thank you" is more than enough.. yet again and again, i was disappointed.. well, it doesn't matter anymore!.. was so depressed that i left everything and went to the beach to let it out!.. yes, i wept!.. no one knows.. the sort of "appreciation" i deserve!..
slept at 3a.m today and woke up at 8a.m to book out the chalet.. well, that is another 5 hours.. so in total, i only had 15.5 hours of sleep in three days.. very challenged!..
a great weekend i must say..
-superstar matt-
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