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stressful..
the past one week has been so stressful for me!.. and the next two weeks to come!.. so many projects to complete!..
i finally submitted my marketing project today!.. and i think my group's the best among all the rest (in my own opinion).. well, i don't mean the content actually..
was rather pissed off today!.. "someone" shouted at me!.. (what a good way to start my day).. because of econnomics project!.. so ridiculous!.. he doesn't even know what i'm going through and how stressed and worn out i am, yet his speech somehow claimed that i am not doing anything to contriute to the project!.. ridiculous indeed!..
anyway.. i skipped all lessons yesterday!.. just so that i can focus on the marketing project!.. and i had to rush for work after which.. it was a super tiring day for me!.. i rushed home to type the report for my marketing project.. well, i fell asleep in the midst of it!..
i skipped the morning accounts make- up lesson today!.. just so that i can catch a bit more sleep!.. and also to finish up the report i was rushing last night.. attended the 1p.m tutorial.. and rushed to complete the marketing project before 5p.m.. all of us (my group) didn't take our breakfast!.. seems like a fast to us!.. (what a torture!)..
the night lecture was short!.. but i wasn't really paying attention!.. busy.. yes, busy talking!.. (muahahaa!)..
met up with uncle after school.. went for dinner and shopping!.. but i had no appetite!.. partly due to what happened in the morning!.. i am still rather affected by it!..
presentation tomorrow.. yet i have no idea what i'm supposed to speak about!..

my marketing project!.. ignore the ugly table!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

fuirritating..
busy. rush. blur. upset. blank.

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

bimbotic!..
everything was so rush for me today!.. (i didn't plan it).. well, woke up late.. was supposed to meet my group members to do project in the morning.. but i got up only at 10.45a.m.. i am so late!.. my alarm didn't ring, nor did my members call me.. i called one of them and they decided i need not go.. thus, i went back to bed for just a short while more..
got up at 11plus finally!.. did my marketing project.. washed up at 2.20p.m..
rushed for my hair appointment!.. did treatment today!.. spent a bomb!.. (someone stop my tendency to spend!)..
went to the gym.. forced myself to workout.. yes, everything in a rush!.. and you know what?.. i actually paid for the gym membership for february!.. alright, the whole conversation between the receptionist and me went something like this..

recep.: hi matt, there seems to be something with the giro account..
matt: what is it?..
recep.: let me check for you..
matt: sure!.. (goes nearer the counter)
recep.: you will need to fill up another giro form because your giro is not approved..
matt: then it's alright, i will pay cash every month.. and the club agreed to it the other time!..
recep.: yes, we know.. now we just need to go through some procedures to make sure you don't get prompted by us every now and then.. it wouldn't be nice too..
matt: (almost late for my appointment).. went to get a cup of drink and a magazine..
recep.: (writing some document)..
matt: so what was it again?.. (asked "bimbotically")..
recep.: repeats everything.. (matt nodded)..
matt: i can pay through card!.. (so random! so bimbotic!)..
recep.: alright, let me finish the document first..
matt: (signs on the document).. can i pay for february now?.. (repeat)..
recep.: (stunned!).. sure!..

and thus, the bimbotic superstar paid for february's fee!.. and caused his account balance to drop instantly!..
i forgot that i still got to to buy a pair of shoes!.. and i need to pay some liabilities!.. gosh!.. it was rash of me to pay the fee today!.. and i am still wondering why i did that!..
met up with issac!.. he was late!.. ended work late.. and took the wrong train!.. i wanted to burn him alive!.. made me wait for more than 30 minutes!.. but nontheless, we enjoyed ourselves tonight!.. it was truely great!.. just that i was rather frustrated over the fact that i literally see my account balance plunge and also with the multiple fussy phone calls during dinner!.. thus, i silent my phone and got issac to keep it for me!.. (ahahaa!).. i really want to concentrate on eating!.. famished!..
a great night spent!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

chill..
finished the book "All He Ever Wanted".. borrowed a new book "Sea Glass".. both by the same author, Anita Shreve..

anyway, did my economics report for the project this morning, the moment i woke up.. it was a frustrating time as i really have no idea what to type!.. and the next best thing was that i couldn't find any help.. my group members were not picking up my calls!.. but thanks to samantha, she helped me through..

after which, i went to the gym.. it was a great workout i must say!.. planned my day so packed that i have to rush almost everything!..

went for dinner.. rushed to takashimaya to take a look at the pair of shoes i wanted to buy.. it is on sale!.. but am still pondering over the purchasal..

met up with justin and becca at clarke quay!.. but walked to chinatown for the porridge - so random!.. then walked back to clarke quay to chill.. i didn't want to go home early.. but it was already 11.30p.m and we stepped into clarke quay just not too long earlier.. it was a fun time out!.. though in the end we missed our last train towards boon lay!.. met a guy, probably malay or indian.. ain't important!.. he too, missed his train and was waiting to take a bus.. but he did not realise that the bus service had already stopped until a bus (with no lights inside) passed by.. he wanted to hitch a ride from us.. and due to the fact that he had left with $5, i agreed!.. (being the good samaritan here).. took a cab home!.. i paid!.. well, it's always good to be a blessing!..

there was this guy i saw.. took the same lift as me.. he stays at the 6th storey.. (well, it's unusual to see someone at my estate at this wee hours).. noticed him from head to toe.. all i can say is that i like his nose!.. it is sharp and pointed!.. and the strangest thing is i never seen him appear at my estate or anywhere near before!..

satisfy my hunger!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

upset..
i finished reading a novel i borrowed on 110107.. that is 12 days!.. a 34o- page novel.. amazing, isn't it?.. (well, i know many can do it much faster than i do!).. i wish to post my review on this book.. and there is goes..
Tears find its way down my cheeks (many times) as i was reading "All He Ever Wanted" by Anita Shreve..
A love for a woman so great that caused him perhaps his all- reputation, money, even life.. struggles so real it moved me.. affection so strong it melted my heart..
This novel talks about how a man (Professor Nicholas Van Tassel) falls in love with an almost perfect woman of his life (Etna Bliss).. just to realise she never loved him at all..
Both met at a hotel when a fire broke out.. Etna was sitting behind Nicholas at the restaurant(obviously he didn't knew then).. He noticed Etna with her aunt and rescued them, sent them home.. the trauma of the fire faded the next morning.. it was love at first sight for Nicholas..
However, both got married in less than two months of courtship.. on that night of the wedding (which remained vivid in Nicholas' mind).. he felt deprived, Etna couldn't satisfy him.. in which, she was merely going through the motion..
They had two children, Clara, the older of the two.. and Nicodemus..
In the 14th year of the marriage, Nicholas was in candidacy of the post of Dean at the college he was teaching in- something Nick wanted so badly for the past decade in teaching at Trupp- the college.. however, among other candidates were this particular person seeming of threat to Nick, Phillip Asher.. he is the brother of Etna's former love, Samuel Asher.. someone (an affair) not known to Nick until the 14th year.. Etna reminiscences on Samuel, she could not let go of that love both Samuel and she once shared..
Nick, being ignorant of the fact that Etna knew Phillip, tried ways and means to search out details and background of Phillip.. only to find out Phillip became his rival soon after.. Throughout that year, Etna and Phillip had been writing to each other secretly.. Because Etna received a painting- an inheritance from her uncle who then passed on.. she sold the painting which fetched a cottage for herself.. (these, Nick was unaware).. Etna had been going to the cottage almost every day.. she would sew, read and write there.. all these out of sight from her husband.. however, Nick found out about the cottage once he unknowningly followed Etna..
Many mysteries (to Nick) started to unfold when he confronted her about the familiar furnitures which was "sent to the wrong address" in which he noticed at the cottage..
Etna wanted freedom!.. she thought that she had been a good wife.. indeed i would say, but she remained cold no matter how hard Nick tries to please her.. she had everything she wanted!.. money, a happy family, two adorable children.. she simply wasn't satisfied!.. partly, her love for Samuel restrained her from loving Nick at all.. but why did she agree to the marriage then?..
Because of all the complications, both Nick and Etna were separated (for a rather long period).. Nick won the custody of Nicodemus and Etna was allowed to have Clara.. Nick lost the post of the Dean to Phillip..
Through a series of events, Nick got the post of the Dean- brutally!.. but Etna, knowing those painful truths, was reconciled with Samuel.. (so random!).. Nick then raised up Nicodemus single- handedly while Clara stayed with Nick's sister, Meritable.. (what a name!)..
this descriptive novel brings vivid images to my mind.. inputing the abilty to visualise to the best one can.. i like this book nonetheless!..

a rather dull and dreary day for me.. ain't feeling good about all that is happening around me..
turned down an appointment in the evening, after my gym session.. to add on the grief and misery, i got reprimanded!.. i hate this!.. to the core i would say.. (so friends, if you see me being cold.. please be understanding enough, spare me the talking)..
saw someone i didn't like in the gym.. i pretended he was invisible.. yet, stayed out of the area he was working out at.. i was then terrified when i saw his belongings lying anonymously on the "bench".. (i recognised them!).. he was not around.. i gather that he must be in the shower.. that time, i had already showered but not yet done with my hair.. thus, not wanting to see him, i packed my bag at the fastest speed i know how to.. forgetting the mess of my hair (unusual!).. i rushed out of the gym in less than three minutes!.. i simply don't want to see him!.. period..
drowning myself with songs this night.. took my "dinner" near mid- night.. i couldn't even finish half a bowl of noodles.. no appetite.. only a bottle of valente accompanied me through the night.. what is the deepest agony of a child?.. upset..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

aroused..
headed to the gym after brunch.. was supposed to meet hao after the tough gym session, but decided not to as i am rather stressed out by the fact that i still got a bit of research to be done for my projects and of course, for the fact that i do not want to present myself poorly in front of my friend..
the workout was quite alright today, just that i didn't finish my sets.. but it was a good two hours spent though.. (hmm, part of the time was spent in the shower room!- muahahaa!).. oh!.. the moment i walk towards my locker after my shower, i breathed in this fragrance which sensually aroused me almost immediately!.. man!.. let me tell you, that fragrance.. it's familiar, it stimulated my senses that i stopped my steps to hold my breath for a moment.. alright, i mean.. i believe each one of us is bound to get aroused by certain smell or fragrance, right?.. that's why couples usually make themselves smell good before they go to bed!.. (together)..
anyway, as i was rushing for time.. trying to cross the road to meritus mandarin from paragon.. i saw this guy, rather tall, perhaps 1.79m or 1.81m in height.. he had a haircut similar to rain's most recent's.. in a white, tight- fitting singlet, a pair of light blue jeans and an extremely dis- matching pair of puma shoes in yellow and green.. he was crossing from the opposite side of the road.. with his left hand on the side of the waist and his right, holding a light grey- coloured jacket over his right shoulder.. sashayed past me!.. (unsightly!).. well, i didn't take a good look at his face.. i was rushing and it is amazing to realise how fast my eyes could capture the mentioned details in just a few short seconds.. but, he's not good- looking.. i believe, perhaps i walked too fast.. or simply can't be bothered!..
had a good dinner at grandmother's place earlier.. well, i am hungry now though.. yes, very hungry!.. and i'm glad i have been working out especially when i am eating so much nowadays..
a great day awaits me tomorrow!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

keep on..
dragged myself out of bed once again.. to face the treadmill and those dumbbells which make my muscles ache!.. how i wish to focus only on the welfare of those pair of sexy and hot legs!.. but i need a thorough workout in order to build up and keep fit!..
was rather affected by something- someone did, or rather did not do.. well, although it was not directly my fault- and will never be.. i still feel that such a thing shouldn't have taken place!.. whatever that "someone" did or did not do, however had broken that patched trust.. just why is this happening?.. what is wrong with that "someone"?.. (feel like burning some fats now!).. well, i should not be so tough on myself, since it is not my fault at all.. it clearly shows that the person is not trust- worthy and ain't a man of his word!.. no responsibilty, no accountability whatsoever.. not worth being angered..
had a rather tiring day!.. was supposed to go DXO tonight, but my friends cancelled it.. (well, perhaps they minded my presence as they are bringing one other friend along.. - could i have been plausibly sensitive?.. was it really cancelled?.. but it doesn't matter because i don't feel like going anyway.. partly, the above incident spoilt my mood!..) (it was not and never my intention to doubt you guys)..
i will have to rest early due to the hectic and industrious schedule tomorrow..
it will be a better day tomorrow!.. just keep on keeping on!..

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

remember..
a Mac'Donalds meal- suasage muffin with egg, started off my busy day!.. though i had only five minutes of break from the morning mundane tutorial, i went for my deserved breakfast anyway..
was rather tired due to the sleepless night.. as a result, i slept through almost half of the accounts lecture..
stayed back in school to discuss economics project which will be due in about two weeks' time.. i was simply bimbotically hilarious!.. "i think we should invest US$1 million in both vietnam and japan to increase and implement sexual education" - idea is to get people to produce more children!.. (japan is facing a problem of aging population for a long time now).. "we should invest in the agriculture industry of vietnam and produce more rice".. - problem is more than 60% of rural areas in vietnam are into argriculture already.. "get the vietnamese to manufacture more as labour cost is cheap so we can buy and shop more".. well, all the bimbotic suggestions came from samantha and me.. both of us have the same mentality!.. and we really think it will work.. but one thing, it is not up to us to decide.. now, we are focusing on the tourism and manufacturing industry of both vietam and japan.. at least something is done!..
took a nap when i reached home.. it's been so long since i take afternoon naps!.. it feels good, as though i went back to my secondary school days.. i miss my friends now!..
through the rays of the shining sun, i stared into the air.. the thick air filled with pollutants that it seemed as though one would die after taking a breath of it.. under the comfort of air- conditioned seat, i couldn't help but reminiscence on those times we spent together.. times when we attended lessons, had free periods, did homework and dined together.. (of course, many more things but ain't easy to mention it all at once).. those years of friendship that bonded us so closely like real brothers really set a deep and ever- lasting impact in my life.. i wouldn't have known what to do or who to turn to if not for all your encouragements and love all these while..
i believe so, that our friendship is not a coincidence.. but rather, something pre- destined and is meant to last for life!.. i love you buddies!.. my life in secondary school will never be more interesting without the existence of you all.. the "chinese- pro group" aka my clique, aka my best friends, aka my buddies!.. also, not to forget the rest of those who constantly help me along the way.. friends like bel, claud, michael, kel, dee, gordon, joce.. these, i will always remember!.. thanks for all your tolerence with my bimbotic- ness.. i love you all!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

wept..
this night.. as i lay on my comfy and snug bed.. about to sleep, those thoughts visited me again.. i could not help but allow tears to flow down those allegic features.. i am afraid, i admit.. i knew all these shouldn't have even taken its place right from the beginning.. so, what's the point in feeling upset over it?..
laying there in comfort, with all the luxuries put aside.. i am, but an ordinary person you find on the streets.. i have had no idea why i am feeling this way again.. insecurity and inferiority crept into my heart.. i wept!..
why do i so then persist?.. i thought i had dropped the idea?.. why so then?.. no i have not dropped it completely.. it was at the back of my mind all these while.. the thought diminished, but did not vanish..
even as i am typing.. that ache- which is all i feel, pursued those wet waters down my cheeks.. i lost to you.. i feel so ashamed!.. sullied and filthy, i couldn't give myself another chance.. i wept!..

even if i cry, you'llstill be gone
even if i change today, forever
even if i lie, you'll still be gone
even if i've someone else, you'll still be gone

-supertstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

wonderful..
took statistics test 3 today.. the tutor said for those who can finish within 45minutes, are good.. (i know i'm not!).. but well, i finished the paper in 32minutes!.. but, who knows?.. i realised many careless mistakes at the end of it!.. i seriously have a bad feeling about the test now!.. well, got back my statistics test 2 result, scored 16/20 for it!.. (phew!).. thank God!..
lecture ended slightly early tonight.. took the train with faizal and kenneth!.. it has been a long time since we last went home together.. had an enjoyable conversation though all of us are extremely stressed out by the up- coming test and projects date- dues..
there was this particular guy on the train who caught my attention!.. (for people who know me, i don't usually take notice of my surroundings, so even if you were to walk pass me, i would have missed you!..) so, the story goes.. this guy standing beside me, in his school tee and long pants, both white.. which i can't figure out which school he is from- even judging from the huge school logo printed on his tee.. he ain't very tall, perhaps about my height.. the black, spiky hair of his looked as if they had just been washed and is waiting to dry on its own.. he has a pair of big, bright, round and mesmerising eyes that will almost make all girls fall for him at first sight.. his thick and dark brows are naturally fashioned in such a way that matches the whole contour of that oblong face shape.. the sharp, pointed and lovely nose made me so envious of him.. adding on is his M- shaped upper lip that look so kissable.. - no, it is not luscious.. but moderately thin yet kissable!.. putting everything together, he has this glow in him which made him look dazzlingly radiant..
as the train got less crowded, we found ourselves a seat just opposite each other, coincidentally.. we did exchanged a few glances.. in which, these betrayed the tiredness in him.. (well, i was yawning with my hand covering my mouth!).. though he still looked radiant and fresh..
i wanted to nap on the journey, but it was difficult to resist the temptation when i take out my book to read..
this is the result of reading a book too descriptive that compels me to state my views in such a pattern alike to the author's.. i love desciptive essays!.. it give me an abandoned area in my mind, so free that i can allow my imagination to go wild and think of the most impossible being reality..
what a wonderful day i had!.. to always bump into good- looking people unknowingly and having so much to write about is yet a pleasure and contentment within myself..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

fatigue..
fatigue is all you can see in me right now.. i haven't been able to sleep well for the past two days.. thoughts and contemplation keep themselves in that almost half- dead brain of mine.. appetite increased, but why capacity ain't enlarged?..
woke up only at about 1p.m.. feeling exhausted, i dragged myself out of bed and rushed to school for my three- hour long tormenting lab session.. planned to study in school but couldn't in the end..
had my first meal only at 6.50p.m.. i was famished and ravenous!..
there is a statistics test tomorrow!.. revising the topics now!..
i wish tests would not stress me out any further..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

hell..
went to the gym for the first time this year!.. can't imagine how this happened.. forced myself to go to the gym the moment i woke up.. met up with kelvin after that.. and as usual, wished i didn't..
we went for brunch.. felt it was not enough, i was extremely hungry!.. my appetite has been huge these few days.. went to look for a friend's present for his birthday, it took us almost the whole day!.. my mood was spoilt!.. i hate going to far east plaza, it stinks!.. yet we need to try that place for the gift!.. i wanted to eat but was again deprived!..
bought the gift finally!.. went to forum to see if my friend is working there.. well, i didn't see her!.. wanted to dine at the hong kong cafe at cineleisure, but kelvin wanted to try the dessert at the food junction!.. i was totally turned- off!.. i hate going to food courts!.. yes, literally hate!..
i see a lot of people today, for the fact that it is saturday.. that means more squeezing in the trains and buses!.. well, that isn't the point!.. the point is that i am totally turned- off by how young singaporeans dress!.. it was a nice try, but please don't anymore!.. it is disgusting to see how people try out goth dressing.. fashion police, please catch them!.. and i bet they will be the ones who pay fines to help govern our country when they are caught!.. i really wonder how it will be like when singapore have fashion police.. that will seriously help so many out there - people like me, who gets constant shocks and meet with eye- sores whenever they go shopping!..
saw some friends at the food junction!.. it was disastrous!.. knew we shouldn't have went there!.. well, kelvin insisted on going to the food junction.. yet, didn't order any dessert!.. i want to burn him alive!.. made me eat some rice which i didn't like!.. i hate this!..
was so stressed- out the moment i reached home.. i forgot to study for my tests next week!.. and i still got to research on two of my four projects on hand!.. i am left with only less than two days to complete them!.. i want to study!.. at least for this two weeks..
didn't enjoy my day!.. as if hell had broken loose..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

joy..
to keep today's post short.. i would say that it was a memorable day for me!.. not because of school, for sure.. went for a movie and dinner at plaza singapura.. i got the movie timing mixed up.. thought it starts at 7p.m, but didn't realise that the timing i checked was for yesterday.. thus, watched blood diamond instead!.. glad you liked it!.. i enjoyed it too!..
the movie was simply great; beyond words.. for those who have not watched it, please do!.. it is nice, i promise.. though violent, but definitely moving and purposeful.. afterall, it is filmed by mel gibson.. nice!..
joy simply filled my heart..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

pretty..
had lesson at 9a.m today!.. ain't no reason why i'm rather high in spirits.. perhaps due to the fact that i sat opposite rongqian to start off my day!.. she is so pretty!.. there's something different about her today!.. she cut her hair!.. and though many said that there ain't much difference, i felt that she looked so much prettier!.. i mean yes, she was pretty but grown prettier, alright?.. you pathetic people, what were you thinking?..
anyway!.. pondered over some time before deciding on a Mac'Donalds fillet meal for brunch.. took a short nap after that, while everyone was busy with their laptops..
was supposed to work tonight, but the star hasn't recovered from his "heaty- ness" which his mom claimed he had.. well, perhaps just another excuse not to work!.. i'm tired!.. i want MC!..
went to the library to borrow a novel.. shujuan poked fun at me when i didn't know how to borrow one.. well, i didn't have to do this before.. my friends helped me borrow previously!.. everyone has their first time, right?.. anyway, i read the book.. it was rather interesting as in the way the author describe the incidents.. however, it is draggy!..
went home, took a short nap after checking my mails.. i really need rest before all the stresses start piling up again!.. someone help me!.. i still need to study for tests!..

took this during accounts tutorial, i was bored!.. accounts tests is on next thursday!.. i need help!.. i hate accounts!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

nice..
woke up with a phone call this morning!.. it's been so long since we last chatted.. and it simply feels good!.. i miss those days we chilled out!.. but, it is all history..
was supposed to work out in the morning.. yet the lazy and tired bones had to change the plan.. went to the doctor's at about 1p.m.. spent a bomb on the medicines!..
after which, i met up with gordon.. he is enlisted to go into NS on friday!.. and it will be long time before we can meet up again.. we went for brunch and movie!.. watched "spirit of the victim", a thai horror film.. it was alright as a whole, just that the plot got a little confusing in the midst of it..
thronged the streets of orchard.. went into a few shops and gordon had to make the urge worse!.. he showed me another gucci bag, which i think suits me better!.. now i really want to get it!.. but it is always good to ponder for a while before any rash get over me!..
took the bus home from town.. i wanted to faint!.. should have taken a cab or the train.. everyone was squeezing like nobody's business!.. imagine the smelly perspiration of students in uniforms and the stench of a partially air- conditioned bus which looked like it is going to break down anytime!.. at one point in time, i smelt urine!.. (pukes!).. i have no idea how and where it came from.. i wanted to faint, serious!.. (oh, i feel like vomiting at the mention of it!).. was rolling my eyes from time to time to show my dis- appeasement.. i was suffocating to death in that small, smelly and old bus!.. kept drinking water to calm myself..
went for dinner with my sister and brother.. it was nice!.. i mean the food!.. had frog's legs and congee.. delicious!.. bought take- away too!.. (muahahaa!).. still maintaining my figure.. don't get jealous, all you out there..
chatted with a few friends on msn.. nice!.. loved it!..
a super long day tomorrow!.. someone encourage me!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

interesting..
had make- up tutorial at 10a.m today!.. yes, it was early!.. did my tutorial on the train, rather quick though.. got back my first marketing test result.. i scored 27/30 for it!.. also, i scored 62/100 for the internet web- based test.. thank God i cleared!.. my computer skills ain't that good, but am bucking up yupp!.. just feel that i have a high possibility of not doing well for my accounts test!.. it is my worst module!..
well, survived on one mac'donalds meal the whole day until about 8p.m.. met up with win, izak, wilson, jean, cheryl, shirlyn, rebecca, darrell, justin, merrien, xueting and huiling.. it was a farewell dinner for win!.. he is going into the army on the 120107!.. so happy for him!.. that means peace for everyone!.. (opps!.. muahahaa!).. had a fun time with all of them.. our table made so much noise!.. took loads of photos too!.. it was fun!.. i wish that moment could stand still..
went to visit another friend at his grandma's funeral wake.. i can empathise with him, it is a tough time no one wishes to go through yet without a choice..
due to the lack of time, there ain't enough time for my sister to send me home!.. thus, i went ahead with her to pick up my uncle then to the airport to fetch my brother!.. he came back from japan!.. yes, in one piece!.. thank God!.. it was interesting to hear him share his experience there.. we went for two rounds of supper!.. yes, i am loving this!.. but recently i discovered the "united kingdom" below my chest, at the abdomen.. (muahahaa!).. well, this is the result of skipping gym sessions for two weeks!.. i shall start all over again, soon!..
enjoyed myself today!.. but i am tired!..
a long day tomorrow!..

something i found on the way out of school.. can anyone tell me what it is?.. i think it's a moth!..

saw this poster at the airport.. is this a butterfly?.. i guess so.. well, are they the same thing?.. all i know is that they are insects.. what's the difference?.. both have wings and can fly, right?.. oh, someone please enlighten me!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

exhausted..
an exhausted day ended with a sponge and scrub on the diva's pampered body!.. i was extremely tired today!.. woke up at 5.30a.m and have been busy until late afternoon.. was simply turned- off and frustrated when i couldn't get a change of shirt size at zara.. they do not have the item anymore!.. and how do you expect me to wear a top sized "XL"?.. alright, the story goes like this, that top was supposed to be a gift to a friend initially.. but now, i want it for myself!.. so, i need to change the size!.. yes, badly!.. (zara, you heard me?!)..
calmed myself only after about half an hour of struggle within myself!.. of course, it affected many around me.. (thanks for bearing with me!).. i was simply irritated by it!..
took a short nap after dinner.. then headed home on a cab!.. i am unwell!.. had nose bleed almost every day on the average for the past one week.. i totally have no idea why this is happening!.. my body seemed to weaken ever since i stopped working out at the gym last two weeks due to busy schedules.. well, i should make time!..
regarding my finger, thanks so much for all your concern.. the bandage dropped off while i was asleep last night.. i can still feel a little pain when pressure is applied.. just hoping that the small slit would close up soon!..

to end off, my brother is coming back from japan tomorrow!.. i am so excited to see him again!.. hope he did remember to get me something!.. it was a silent pact we made that whenever anyone of us goes overseas, he would get something back for the other person..
busy day tomorrow!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

inauspicious..
it is the first day of school for me today and such things have to happen!.. woke up at 6.45a.m, got ready for school and had my breakfast with a heart of expectancy that it would be a great day!.. watched beyonce's irreplaceable mtv before getting out of house.. i like that song!..
took the train to school today.. what a coincidence, i actually met mythili at the train station.. thus we went school together.. met faizal at admiralty station.. then the train got to be disrupted at sembawang station.. i thought someone jumped off the track again!.. annoyed by the delay, i suggested taking cab to school since there are three of us.. yet we saw azfar on the way to the cab stand.. it ain't long before the four of us got a cab, but by then.. the trains were already moving as usual.. (i guess).. each person had to pay only about two bucks?.. it was cheap i suppose..
tutorial was as usual.. i got back my marks for economics test one.. i scored 35/40!.. i was exhilarated!.. thank God for the result!..
just before lecture, i knocked my knee onto the seat accidentally.. it swelled and bled soon after!.. this is far too exaggerating.. put a plaster over the wound!..
the next best thing happened during lunch when a splinter pierced through my skin and got itself stucked on my right index finger.. i tried pulling it out but after multiple attempts, the splinter broke and went deeper.. now, it started to bleed!.. the rash urged me to call mom!.. she went to the doctor with me.. but the doctor refered me to the hospital instead, because it was rather serious and he could not do much to help..
reached SGH at about 5.05p.m.. i was so blur and frustrated that no one is there to help me with the directions.. i had to take my temperature!.. well, the nurse said i am a happy guy, because i kept smiling!.. but deep inside, i was quite sad.. went through multiple procedures.. i almost fell asleep!.. went into the surgery room at 6.11p.m, the surgery began at 6.14p.m and ended at 6.23p.m.. i smelt blood in the midst!.. guess i must have lost much of it..
went dinner with my parents!.. had steamed bird's nest soup with chicken and rice!.. loved these sort of herbal tonics.. it really is a great relief for the body after a long day!..

taken after the antiseptic shots..taken after the surgery..
i'm worn out!.. feeling very sleepy.. i still have to attend school tomorrow even though i had five days of medical certificate!.. it is tortourous to wake up at 6a.m tomorrow!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

munch..
been a good boy today!.. stayed home the whole day, except for that one hour which i went to the grocery.. bought so much snacks!.. watched a couple of movies today!.. a good day on my comfy bed, with my eyes glued to the screen and mouth munching those sinful snacks!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

wordless..
i stood wordless upon receiving your news.. "what a good way to start my year" i thought to myself..
was awaken by various phone calls, leaving some un- answered.. woke up only at about 12.30p.m.. washed up and did my laundry before going to my sis' workplace to pass her something.. was supposed to go the grocery and then to get my brunch.. but the moment i step into the supermarket, all appetite and mood were destroyed by the long queues and crowds.. i put back the basket and got out of that place.. went straight home.. didn't feel like eating anymore.. i was lazy!..
stayed home the whole day.. on an empty stomach!.. i didn't want to cook.. it really is a hassle having to clean up!.. chatted with a friend online at about 5.30p.m.. he asked me out for dinner.. and so i obliged!.. we had fast- food for dinner!.. well, i decided on that because we can't make up our minds.. to add on, many of the restaurants were fully packed!..
now, there is no need for me to ponder anymore!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

first..
the first post for a brand new year!.. certainly, many things remain unchanged.. though time may pass us by, yet the heart that once melted never allowed itself to cool and solidify.. how amazing is the love that lasted me through.. my first love you will always be..
tough times are bound to come, but i promise to be with you for as long as time can stand.. joyous and wonderful moments i will always remember.. your smile and touch i will not forget.. you mean everything to me, liken to my flesh.. i am honored to start this year with you!.. the special one who never fails to make my day..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .