YTuesday, February 06, 2007
wept!..
made to feel worthless today.. upset!.. it's time to do something out of the ordinary in my life.. i need a change!..
wept in the washroom in school earlier.. it was just one hour after lesson started!.. i didn't intend to, but i simply couldn't take it anymore.. a good 20minutes all by myself.. couldn't return to class, my eyes were red!.. after which, i skipped all lessons for today!..
went to look up my mom at her workplace.. i needed comfort and shield.. and i know she'll stand by me.. (i feel like a loser!)..
then we met up with my dad for dinner.. i was in total daze.. no mood to talk!.. my dad asked me what i wanted for dinner.. i said up to him.. (oh, what an answer!)..
bad day!.. made to feel worthless and shameful!..
-superstar matt-
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