good..living good.. although i don't get to see my family as often, i believe things are getting better for all of us!..
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kit- kat from the US..
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saw this (whatever) worm hanging from the tree.. my friend said that it will slowly "curl" itself up with its "web" and thus become a cocoon.. disgusting!.. made me itch that day!..
carrying with me a positive attitude in whatever i do, wherever i go.. anticipating the opportunities and open doors coming my way..
-superstar matt-
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" 专署天使 "
我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望
小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会 像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望
this song has a special time.. has a special person.. you kow what i mean..
-superstar matt-
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awesome!..had an awesome weekend!.. words just can't describe the kind of joy and satisfaction that filled me.. learning to hold on and wait, not to give up and walk out on things easily.. God really answers prayers..


took these on friday.. some self- entertainment.. that's issac and i..
-superstar matt-
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available!..couldn't sleep last night.. tossed and turned on my bed for quite a while before i decided to turn on the t.v!.. chatted with cal over the phone.. and then continued watching t.v till about 2.30a.m.. was simply insomniac!.. then read a magazine and a book.. i also went through the basic theory for driving handbook.. i simply couldn't sleep!.. and when i finally did, i woke up late for work!.. thus, took a cab!..
and oh, i'll be online less often from now on.. but will still be available most of the time.. so do date me out!.. i don't want to be bored to death at home!.. muahahaa!..
-superstar matt-
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wrong..
sick.. silent.. solitude..
didn't sleep the whole night.. was home only at 4 plus this morning.. and i got to be up by 6.30a.m, thus i decided not to even nap.. had a tiring day, took three showers today.. i was sick in the stomach.. guess i had something wrong last night.. experienced diarrhea, loss of appetite and wobbly limps.. terrible feeling it was.. thank God i am much better now..
this was how i looked like in the morning..
-superstar matt-
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feel..count it a blessing or a curse?.. having almost everything at your call but yet leading a life not meant at all.. no doubt i admire that a lot but upon second thought, there's no point..
as i stroll along the streets of chinatown today, multiple feelings and thoughts fill me.. seeing so many elderly sleeping on benches in the public, chatting with one another under such undesirable conditions and some, handicapped either physically or mentally.. i feel for these elderly.. i wish i can do something to improve their lives.. they no longer persue material or monetary gains.. where is the happiness?.. where is the comfort?.. where are those whom they can count on?.. tears almost find its way down these watery eyes of mine.. as i think back, the images of those elderly remain vivid in my mind..
there are so many things i would like to share, yet it's so difficult to put it all down in words.. how complicated the human mind is..
spinning headache is killing me this night!..
-superstar matt-
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sleep!..had the whole day to myself.. first time throughout this holiday.. well, slept for almost half the day and felt that i really needed time alone.. had been too busy lately, too much time spent on others..
stayed home today.. did chores and looked gorgeous most of the time.. oh, one thing.. i have been feeling hungry very quickly these few days.. even after a meal.. is there anything wrong with me?.. or, i just need more food than ever?..
tired!.. i want to sleep somemore!..
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