Vintage

see..
i love kettle brand chips!.. they're simply mouth- watering, to the core!..

mummamia!..

look at the nutritional facts!.. they're healthy!.. healthy chips, healthy me!..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

discoveries..
28 april.. the cockroach that suffocated..

06 may.. the man who slept through the journey from boon lay to pasir ris (i suppose) on the train.. i guess nobody bothered to wake him up..

07 may.. the spider that gave me a shock boost after a long and tired day..

12 may.. a day of relaxation.. beautiful view..

been feeling so much better.. with multiple work tasks on hand.. all to be completed by end of this month.. i will have lesser time for my friends, much less myself.. on the other hand, i like this sort of busy life.. perhaps not too stressed.. i always believe i work and perform better under healthy pressures.. (muahahaa!)..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

fell..
the love that was once on fire.. burning with so much passion.. somewhat, somehow seemed diminished now..
quenching that excruciating pain which words can never describe.. looking into that mirror which look ugly as always..
the physical is worn out.. the emotional is drained.. the mental is blocked.. the spiritual is fallen.. the heart deep within is bleeding, profusely..
sky is blue, clouds are white.. love is blue, words are white..

learning to smile in time of distress
learning to laugh in time of pain
learning to pretend as if nothing happened

fell into the bottomless pit.. no one can help, just let me fall..

deleting.. deleting.. deleting.. deleting.. deleting.. deleting..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

keeping..
hectic on labour day.. without sufficient sleep.. dark rings and eyebags are fighting to be prominent..
ended a short race.. yet embarked on a new marathon, one which i cannot afford to trip.. i am myself again!.. learning not to be hurt by people around me.. learning to take good care of myself and be independent.. learning the art of having an open mind and heart.. ain't we all learning through our lifetime?..
i wept today.. meaningful songs that touched me so deeply, before and always will.. they remain with me..
keeping it, keeping on..

-superstar matt-

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .