moody..moody..no words uttered.. nothing but the mundane done.. pain in the abdomen.. sore in the mouth.. melodies repeat themselves in the mind.. i want to sing until i'm lost..
i'm caught by it again.. the inferiority of heart.. the struggle which sparked again, it simply wouldn't get its hands off me..
why does the night seem to pass so quickly?. so that i can play out late..
why wouldn't the sun shine a little brighter?. so that i can get more tann..
the doubts i have.. don't seem to find their answers anywhere between the eyes..
i still got to study for a test tomorrow, but i want to sleep already!..
-superstar matt-
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guess!..a few of my friends share this day.. derek, m.y and jeremy!.. it's their birthday today!.. a blessed and elated birthday!.. stay cheerful always!..
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went out for breakfast cum lunch cum dinner.. wahahaa!.. not a far distance from my place though.. guess where i went.. and tell me which eatery i dined in at.. (wahahaa!)..
wasn't feeling well still, caught a cold somemore.. must be due to the rain last night!.. i got to rest early tonight, with tutorials done and awaiting a great super duper early morning class tomorrow!.. pray that i recover by the time i wake up..
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bored..
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the framed- up photos at my work place.. maud frizon
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it started to rain heavily as i was on my way home.. thus, got to take the
longer route home in order not to be wet.. bypass this multi- storey carpark.. the sort whereby any crime can take place!.. a typical and good scene for robbing, raping, car- theft and murder.. nobody will find out until the rooster crows.. a perfect place!..
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this woman came from behind me(
sound- less!) when i was taking the previous picture.. was scared out of my wits.. at such late hours, a woman dressed in black!.. well, probably she's using the same way to get home.. but don't worry, nothing will happen to her.. i worry more for myself!.. (wahahaa!)..
i fell sick again today.. had muscle aches, sore throat and ulcer!.. unbearable it was!.. i couldn't talk!.. the most tormenting moment - not being able to talk!..
got to work after school.. i sounded weird when i was there.. but i got slightly better at work, ain't no idea why.. but of course, everything came back to me after work!.. i was sneezing and coughing on my way home.. i felt so annoyed by myself!.. making so much noise when it's already the end of the day and everyone is hell beat on the train!.. (shake head)..
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i stopped him and took this on the spot!.. (no wonder, it's blur!)..
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a not- so- blur photo.. irwin and i!..
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jeanie and i!..
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grew a little tired already.. he is so high today.. made a lot of clanging noise.. issac and i!..

who's the cam- whore here?.. (wahahaa!)..
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who took this?.. so blur!.. but it's nice!.. (muahahaa!)..
had a tiring day today.. went many places but settled for pasta mania for dinner in town.. a nice day out.. amidst the lethargic feeling, i thronged through crowds with excitement.. thinking i would meet people i know on the streets.. well, true enough.. i met two of my friends.. caught up with one and had a short chat by the path.. it's amazing how time can change a person.. i think she's grown prettier, i mean.. the inner beauty!..
i need rest!..
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prayer works!..fell sick after that tuesday night.. was awaken by the pain in the tummy at about 6a.m.. had diarrhea and threw up a whole load of mess in that bowl!.. it was a painful and awful night to bear through.. (i had food poisoning!).. having no other option, i woke my brother and sister up!.. all i needed was someone to pat on my back.. that in which eases the terrible feeling..
went to the doctor the next day.. had 3/4 bowl of fish porridge before the clinic re- opens at 2p.m.. my condition was so bad that i rested flat on the chairs in the waiting room.. took the medicines immediately but.. vomited again the moment i got home.. slept through the whole day.. had plain porridge (literally plain!) at 11p.m before going back to bed.. (well, i did pray for healing before i close my eyes)..
felt so much better today!.. seriously!.. i think my prayer worked!.. even my muscle aches are gone!.. hmm, painted a pair of shoes today.. just left with some touch- ups.. (but i think it's a bit ugly).. (muahahaa!)
awaiting a great day tomorrow!..
-superstar matt-
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the coconut pancake i had yesterday.. not too bad, like the crispy parts at the edges..
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exhilarated!.. haven't had night out for a long time!.. (wahahahaa!)
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went xinwang hong kong cafe for dessert.. and the remaining photos are for myself!.. (muahahaa!)
was chatting with a really good friend of mine on msn.. well, we have not met up for a long time actually.. yet i don't feel distant at all.. miss those times we chilled out together.. reminiscences on the laughter.. the joy and encouragements between us.. this is what friends are for..
rushed the day through.. but enjoyed the night with slow pace..
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a bill slider mystery, a suspense- novel entitled "dear departed".. a book which showcases the author's lively description of almost everything that touch the eyes, mind and soul.. this book somehow caught my deepest emotions..
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fran brand cookie sticks are nice!.. especially those coated with strawberry..
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the pair of feet which got tired while waiting..
more updates coming up!..
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reveals..happy birthday jeanie!.. so honored to have spent this day with you, of course with the rest too.. hope you have enjoyed!.. a true friend indeed..
finally!.. the tedious marketing project is done!.. how i adore that.. my efforts.. my time.. and not to forget, my sleep!..
the business finance test was bad.. i couldn't do it!.. was grumbling throughout the whole test.. don't feel too good about it!.. (arg!.. it's over!.. i shan't brood over it anymore..)
life's been rather good for me this week.. busy and stressed yet fulfilling!..
it indeed is true - time reveals everything, if not almost all then..
i'm glad to move on..
-superstar matt-
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