YSunday, January 13, 2008
my own.
had so much to say, yet i couldn't quite put them into words after i logged into blogger. the past weeks had been great, probably the journey i never will have the chance to experience, again. i thank you for the things you have done. i appreciate it very much, really.
days passed just like that. many things went through my head. (not that it's a bad thing but..) perhaps it's time i learn to take things slow. it's time i look at the bigger picture and make wiser decisions.
people enter my life, some stay while some, leave (whether they choose to or not, it doesn't matter, anymore.)
as my heart pounds, the beat grows to become slower and weaker. i can hear the thumping sound while all is quiet around me. nothing else matters anymore.
went Genting and KL over the weekend. it was a painful seven hours of coach ride yet everything appears to be calm. the scenery. the people. the place. the food. all i could hear was my own voice.
the two- day trip serves as a good wake- up call and some self- reflection for me. we all have choices in life. be sure to make the right one.
many nights, i weep myself to sleep.
many nights, i longed for someone to hug me to sleep.
many nights, they stay insomniac.
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