Vintage

last!
mom's birthday! dinnered out. fun time we had. love my wonder- woman! (muackks)
some of the dishes we had. i was too busy eating that i forgot to snap those fantastic dishes.
vegetables. nice!

yam ring. fragrant!

crayfish. tasty!

noodles. classic!

wonder- woman and i.

thanks for all the love you have shown. you definitely are my wonder- woman! you take care of my every need. i can't love you more. MUACK mom!

FYI: relocation of blog to http://cheekysexymatt.blogspot.com/ WEF 01 June 2008.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

vexed . take me home
haven't been myself lately. everything's just draining me and i hate it! this shall be the only post i'll be straight forward with. many things are kept within myself for QUITE some time now.

you: you know that i can't let go. you know that those tears were wept for you. you will always be my favourite hello and hardest goodbye.
jk: there seem to be some tension in between us. i don't know why but i guess stress from all the projects are tiring us out. communication breakdown? i don't know. i just feel that we're getting more impatient with each other. i do appreciate you my bestie, just that i can't stand it when you get fed up - it makes me vexed too. (i don't wish to see you upset anymore)
those i see on fridays and sundays: it didn't seem to matter if i'm there or not, it's you guys who matter still. (oh, and the attendance) no one knows my thoughts, no one really bothers. come on, face it! it's been a LONG time and you'd have realised it by now or even earlier. but what's keeping you mum? i wish, i didn't have to see you guys somemore. it's breaking me up!

i'm really vexed over many things. please leave me alone! (at least till my term break) i hate projects! i was praying under my blanket the other day, "God, take me home!".

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

almost a week yet i still think of you every day.
school's been rather hectic for me. many assignments on hand, on top of that are all the procedures for my overseas internship. resume, application forms, parental acknowledgement and interviews. select me and i'll go!
feeling disturbed, messed up and busy, i don't seem to be heading anywhere. will you come back and be my guide? (i promise)
it's daddy's birthday today! may all wishes come true, dad.
i have a sudden urge to shave my hair! i might just do it.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

my hardest goodbye.

[.. tears formed behind my eyes
but i do not cry
counting the days that passed me by

.. seems like i'm starting all over again..
and i said

goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to

i used to get lost in your eyes
and it seems that i can't live a day without you
closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away..]

i just need to rest the heart.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

updates!
so this blog has been abandoned for quite some time.
mother's day cake for grandmother on saturday.

quiche, bought from ang mo kio on monday. not very fantastic.

with dinah, on tuesday.

my lovely part- time.

classic esther. she seem to be posing for a wedding shot.

new bought asics running shoes.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

more!
went shopping today again! bought an onitsuka tiger tee and bag and one pair of berms. i had better think of ways to make more money!
let the tired body rest tonight. hydrate the face.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

down.

walked love to the bus stop in the morning. went online for a while before heading to bed again. we were supposed to meet at 4p.m but the lazy bones only woke up at 3.45p.m. (i'm sorry, love.) both decided to dress down for the hot weather. shopping spree and movie was good. it has been a long time since i last relaxed like this. dinner was ultra filling. we went spageddies! nim's island is one of a fantasy story. a rather draggy film. 2 stars i would give it, for the scenes which made me laugh.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .

ultimate.
it seemed like a pretty long time since i last posted an entry. no motivation to do so. first week of school don't look a single bit rosy. now that all the projects are finding their way into my hands, i'm feeling the stress! and i'm so confused about whose group i'm in for whichever module. went mind cafe this evening. food is not bad. many games and screams can be found.
starters: clam chowder and potato salad.

main: carbonara, salmon, marinara, fish and shrooms pasta.

dessert: brownie with vanilla ice- cream. the ultimate! i love this.

Lee Matthew was here at 11:59:00 PM .