YThursday, May 29, 2008
vexed . take me home
haven't been myself lately. everything's just draining me and i hate it! this shall be the only post i'll be straight forward with. many things are kept within myself for QUITE some time now.
you: you know that i can't let go. you know that those tears were wept for you. you will always be my favourite hello and hardest goodbye.
jk: there seem to be some tension in between us. i don't know why but i guess stress from all the projects are tiring us out. communication breakdown? i don't know. i just feel that we're getting more impatient with each other. i do appreciate you my bestie, just that i can't stand it when you get fed up - it makes me vexed too. (i don't wish to see you upset anymore)
those i see on fridays and sundays: it didn't seem to matter if i'm there or not, it's you guys who matter still. (oh, and the attendance) no one knows my thoughts, no one really bothers. come on, face it! it's been a LONG time and you'd have realised it by now or even earlier. but what's keeping you mum? i wish, i didn't have to see you guys somemore. it's breaking me up!
i'm really vexed over many things. please leave me alone! (at least till my term break) i hate projects! i was praying under my blanket the other day, "God, take me home!".
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